Sunday, June 29, 2008
hows life for me so far? well, i guess its getting better.
went to meet diana and janice after sch on fri.
bubble tea-ed at south canteen before that.
den off to hub to meet diana. we walked aimlessly around hub as there is really nothing fro us to do while waiting for janice. so we went to sit at amk mrt station and wait for her.haha. we played with the AXS machine too. haha.
janice came meet us ansd while we were deciding what to do and where to go, there is this cute boy, he attempted to hug janice from her back and he place his two hands on her shoulder. the expression on her face is really price-less! haha. damn funny la. me and diana laugh till pengz! haha. well, thats the only time i manage to laugh from the bottom of my heart for the past few days. after sitting there, we decide to go mos to slack as we really got nothing to do while waiting for vivian.
went mos chit chatted and crapped alot. haha. den ate some stuff. haha. my appetite has returned. and they too, never fail to make me laugh. haha. den received a msg from vivian saying that she will not be able to meet us. she put us airplane! go fly kite! hahaha. and and, u have replace janice and become the Number 1 Pang Seh Kia! congratz-.- anw, from a ZHB gathering it turned into a ACB gathering. things are not that bad actually. haha. and janice sure have become lamer. haha.
we were all craving for steamboat so we decide to go for steamboat. went some where in amk to try out and it turned out alot better than we expected it to be. haha. cause the place just kinda little ppl but after that was fine. haha. we ate like 3 hrs straight! haha. from 530 to 830. i bet the ppl there sure hate us. cause we took up their space and was nosiy. haha.
catch-ed up on alot of things abt each other. and even into the past. well, i miss all the things no matter its good or bad. haha. and we were thinking what really brought us so close and how eveything seems to work out well for us. aww, those time are so nice. haha.
well, when we were in hub, we bang-ed into jieying. its been ages since i saw her la!! haha. yes i really miss her. haha. afterall the long run friendship! haha. having a friend for 14 years is really cool! she watch-ed me grow from an innocent kid to a devil like me now. and we gone thru thick and thin and i really mean it. haha. oh i saw zhihui and dan too. ok random.
well, i guess i am recovering quite well.
everything seems back to normal
at least i am able to laugh like how i used too.
i have grew stronger.
i manged to face all this all alone this time.
after this, i notice that i m too dependent.
dependent on someone to be there for me.
although there were some sort of disappointment in between.
but i know you/he/she/they will not be able to be with 24/7.
so i need to learn. and i manage to bring myself a step to my goal.
anyway, i wanna say a big thanks to my beloved ACB.
they were there for me when i need someone to talk to.
they where there to lead my out of the dark part of my life.
i wanna thank diana, for always been there for me and give me alot of suggestions.
helping me to get over all the stuff.
although u were informed alittle later on what happen, but u still lead me on.
i wanna thanks janice too, for answering all my calls when its important.
just a call and there u are, right beside me.
saving me from the world. cheering me up even thought u know it failed.
well, not forgetting vivian too. although u were not there.
but without you, ZHB will not be complete.
you know i love you girls alot alot alot.
you all made me believe that friends are really forever.
even though we might be in diff part of our life now,
but i still miss the time that we spent together and all the stuff we did.
they had see me laugh, see me cry, see me throw my temper, see me emo, seen all the paiseh things i did., hear my lame jokes etc...
they will always be in heart and i will nvr forget abt them. cause there are too precious to be forgotten:)
i wanna thank all those who tried their best to cheer me,even though they dont really know what really happing or they might only know the surface reason for it.
its me that making myself difficult.
for digging out all those unwanted memories and be an emo shit.
thanks all for trying their best to make me feel better.
regardless telling lame jokes are just plain listening to me talk. really thanks!
well, its scary how time can change friendship.
one moment were the closest friends on earth, but the next we were just like strangers.
one moment we can be the real us in front of each other, the next we are just so polite to each other.
i guess we have came to a stage that we are at the different part in our life.
facing challenges and that just makes us drift.
but i guess that life.
we all need to move on and not stuck at the same point all the time.
so i have learned to move on.
look for the bright side of life.
but i do treasure every friendship i share/shared.
and all will be well kept deep down my heart.
i promise i will live my life to the fullest and try to get myself back asap.
but still, thanks all:D
Labels: 2008 June
Thursday, June 26, 2008
there are alot of things i want to say. but its real difficult for me to put them into words. family, friendship, work and all are crashing onto me at the same time. i find it really hard for me to handle these.
but i want just to say,
I am sorry everyone.
those that put up with my temper and stuff.
i am sorry that i brought the emo shit gina out with me the whole day.
i tried my very best not to be so emo and tried my very best to smile.
i thought i was successful but it i still failed in the end.
sorry people if i offended you in a way.
i think i m such a bitch.
i wan others to care about my feelings but i dont give a damn to theirs.
i wan my friends to be there for me but i dont know i am actually bringing troubles to them.
i am a selfish bitch.
i need time to return back to my original self.
the one that can just laugh at every single small thing.
give me time people and i will try to be back asap.
but still i wanna thanks all who were there for me.
and vivian, u r my bestie too:DD
Labels: 2008 June
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
its the 3rd day after sch reopens. hows my feelings? still in holiday mood.
mon was fine for me just that the fact that i was very tired due to my darling air con. it chose to leak at this very nice moment. thanks arh. i din have enough sleep so naturally i will be super high! dont ask me why. haha. as usual, i din do my tutorials cause i m a full time slacker. haha. accounts lecture was boring too. i almost slept in the lecture. and ugly betty(acct's lecturer) changed hairstyle! haha. sch ended quite fast for me though. haha. oh, we pool-ed again. but was not in the mood la. lol.
tue spend only 4 hrs in sch. from 1 to 5pm. met janice before sch for awhile to get something for her and pass her her bubble tea. lol. janice tan! u owe me 3 cups of bubble tea! ROAR! lol. sorry i very ji jiao! hahahahaha. (inside joke!) den bought my bubble tea and went for lessons. haha. econs lecture was boring too. even though its puah leong seng. haha. oral com after that and it was not as boring as expected. haha. and we were let off super early! haha. first time yo. lol. as normal routine, our class gathered outside shopping arcade to crap. haha. and i noticed we are really good at crapping. we crapped from 420+ all the way till 5 when we finally decide to go off. haha. cool right. ok, not really. hehe.
POM was alot of question marks to me again. haha. i am as usual not listening although i acted as if i m listening. haha. den mac breakfast and i was too full but still manage to finish my breakfast. haha. lecture was another crapping session. haha. den after lecture. crapped at shopping arcade again den yishun for awhile. was craving for bubble tea. haha. lol. msged vivian if yishun got bubble tea. haha. den back sch tennis. haha. tennis was fun. some tanning yo! lol. coach was funny too. i think this is the best practice i every have so far as there are little ppl today. haha. ice tea-ed den home-d. lol. sis bought bubble tea for me! haha:D
i miss Lee chin shiang! lol. i m random la. cause me and janice was like talking abt him. haha. nvm he got alot of brothers! haha.(inside joke)
Question of the day: i ask you, how many meh meh jump over the wall?
Answer: 3
Why? i dont want tell you leh:P
Labels: 2008 June
Sunday, June 22, 2008
holidays are over. sadded:(
what work did i do for this holiday? hmm... let mine think...
NOTHING!!! haha. congratz! lol.
but i did alot of things this holiday! alot of 1st time! erm, sound wrong.
1st chulian's gathering this year @ fish &Co.
1st time that i manage to wake up just for mac breakfast.
1st time got 'chased' by rat.
1st integrity girl's gathering this year@ prata house.
1st gathering of ZHB after poly and JC started.
1st time going clubbing with my friend:)
1st time teaching janice how to play mahjong! haha.
ok enough of my '1st time'. lol.
on thurs went mac at the park to study with diana. well, i guess i was bothering her instead! haha. vivian came to meet us and janice ps us. haha. pastamania @ j8 for dinner as i was craving for it so i sort of force them to go there! haha. den walked around and homed! haha.
caught GET SMART with sis after her work. haha. the show is super funny! i laughed until i was rolling la. haha. ok maybe you ppl think that i laughed quite easily so the show might not be as funny but all the ppl in the cinema are laughing! so its funny ok! haha. go watch it. its worth the money! haha. dine @ pastamania again after movie. yes, i ate pastamania for 2 days straight. lol. think i am crazy la. haha. but creamy chicken is loved:D lol. yes i love pasta:))
yes, janice i noe u love me:DD
Labels: 2008 June
Thursday, June 19, 2008
this week was busy for me. even thought its a holiday but i m busy for the whole week. not busy studying la but enjoying life! woohoo. haha.
some day went to town with sis when we initially wanted to stick to amk hub only. went to get her phone repaired and shopped around cathay. den head to PS to shop around and bought chocolates for dad there.
4i girls gathering@prata hse on mon. went vivian hse for mahjong first. slacked at her hse before janice came. so we were talking about very general topics. and when janice came, our topic became very childish! haha. janice never fail to bring out the child in us! this is a compliment ok janice tan! watched fang yang and we turned all the touching scenes to super funny one! haha. cause we all watched it before so we were like laughing our way thru! haha. now i got the urge to watch that show again! haha. den we taught janice how to play mahjong and she got i the hang of it. haha. so now we wont need to find another mahjong khaki! haha. den we headed to prata hse. had a hard time thinking which bus to take. haha. ate, crapped and cam-whored. den all went off. saw shiheng on the bus! like super long i nvr see him and talked to him! i miss you king:)) they were on their way to sch(mf) from thomson plaze for CO camp. lol. i din even know there was a CO camp. this shows how committed for CO i was in the past arh. haha.
us in the lift! janice spoiler!
vivian and mabel
diana and mabel
mabel and me
janice and mabel
diana and me:))
vivian and me( my face was super fucked up!)
girls of integrity'o6'o7!(missing:cheryl, hweeyee,joyce,suhaili and melissa)
Vaunt III@ MOS on tue night. went with adeline, zhiyong, ben, melvin and his friends. met ray, angtao and his friends there. saw many familar faces from mf. doreen and mel(melanie) was there too. and it so happens that zhiyong's friend was their friend. lol. the queue was quite long. but ok la. the whole started quite late as it dragged alot and there was along wait before the fashion show start. so we decide to go over to liquid to have a drink first. chivas with coke was nice. haha. but got kinda seh after the first cup as i gulped down 3/4 of the first cup in one go. this is due to me being so suay. i din guessed correctly for up down! haha. den stayed there for an hr plus. haha.
alcohol can really make ppl do things thats they will nvr expect. like i din expect that i will just sing like that in the pub. like super pai seh la! and adeline cant think propertly for up down too! haha. den we returned to MOS after the dance floor was open. the music was ok la. dj mix not really nice. haha. and its super hot la. i was sweating like a pig! haha. the atmosphere was kinda high alittle too high. maybe due to the alcohol effect. i shall not elaborate more. haha.
oh! we went to smooze but the atmosphere there was kinda low and the music sucks too. haha.ok, i sound like a clubber now. lol! on our way to toilet, we walked passed this pure room which is super nice la! omg. too bad i din get the chance to go in:(( haha. and i think i saw Germaine foo in the toilet. but not sure its her or not since i only met her like, once? lol. homed at around 2 plus. felt bad as i think the guys still wanna continue but due to us, they have to leave early:x
couple of the day: ben and adeline! (
hehe)
bad photography skills! ( i m the photographer!)
melvin, melvin's friend(
i forgot his name:x) and ben
tennis was great! haha. both my 'bff' came today! haha. shd i be happy? hehe. stayed back to play after training. but din play much as i din really wanna sweat. lol. its was raining so the weather was cool during training but after training its not! haha. and my back hand sucks! lol. got a blue-black on my hand due to my clumsiness. haha. den mac, ice tea and homed:) was very shagged! moral of story: nvr club before tennis training!
ok long post, thank you for bearing with me!:))
Labels: 2008 June
Saturday, June 14, 2008
tired...
i only slept like 4 hrs. from 4 to 8=.=
janice please thanks me for sacrificing my sleep. haha.
went sch mac for breakfast. an traumatizing experience.
there was a rat at mac! and not only that, it sort of 'chased' me! OMFG!
it keep on running to the table that me and janice sat at. and i got no choice but to stand up and run as i can lift my legs up. WTF. janice was there screaming like nobody's business. we did create a big hoo-haa in the sch canteen. what a way to gain fame over night huh. lol.
saw our class guys at mac there and no doubt they saw how traumatized i was because of the small rat.
my mood for breakfast was all gone and i din finish my breakfast. din have the appetite anymore after all the drama. so we quickly finish some of our breakfast and we went off to take photographs for janice's assignment.
we bused to town and waited freaking long for the bus to come. haha. and the weather sucks. haha. den we went for bubble tea and den kino. stayed inside kino for a while den off to coffee bean for a drink. slacked there for a while and met diana, vivian and shilin at far east. shopped around. went far east-wisma-taka-fareast-wisma-fareast. den was hungry after all the shopping so went to subway for dinner. vivian went home for steamboat. haha. after dinner no where to go so went bugis. shopped around till 9 plus den off back home.
i am tired. out for 12 hrs. can die la. and there are so many things i wanna buy but i am broke. and its not even mid of the month and i have a finance crisis. and i cant believe i spent like 100+ in just a week. how i wish i m rich. haiz...
*editted*
i saw this shirt in white yesterday at bugis street. lol. ok random
and i notice its friday the 13. no wonder i am so unlucky:(( haha.
i am sad:(what should i do?Labels: 2008 June
Friday, June 13, 2008
Tennis was great yst. haha. was alittle late for tennis cause i was late when i went to meet adeline. haha. paiseh. hehe. the coach called for me when he is a court away la. i was like OMFG. haha. anw, saw liang hong there. din know he signed up for tennis too. haha. zhi yong din turned up for tennis cause he have to work.HAHA. lol. both my 'bff' oso not there. sadded=(( LOL. thats was mean. hahahaha.
malcolm and adeline played with sofina after training as i was waiting for dad to call, so i din play. although i really wanna play. haha. nvm there is always a next week. haha. dinner was great. haha.
went to cut my hair today. there was some communication breakdown between me and the hair dresser. i asked him to cut even my hair but he went to cut that its now slant to the other side. and my fringe is still the same side. so its super weird!!!! i look like some kiddish chao ah lian now. FUCK! ppl tell me i shd change my fringe parting or cut even and my hair will be super short or just leave it. argh. leave a tag k? thanks lots:))))
Labels: 2008 June
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Kbox yst with janice. i was a liitle too high! haha keep doing stupid actions.
its been ages ago since i been to kbox and we just sang till we dropped! haha.
amk kbox still have alot of ppl. haha.
went ice water 4 bei to eat.
their strawberry milkshake taste like strawberry milk! but i like it:)))
i have a sweet tooth. haha.
their servings of drinks increase and was too much till me and janice cant finish it. lol.
anw, we went crazy and sang songs by cao meng. since they are janice's first idol! haha. i wanted to sing aaron kwok's songs but no time. haha. ok this post is getting abit random. lol.
took photos but not with me. some photos are taken to imitate someone. haha. only janice noe who i m talking abt. hehe:X
manage to got back all my sleep today. i slept like there is no tmr. haha. was too lazy to move my butt out of the house. hehe.
tmr there is tennis! yea, but boo. yea because i wanna play. boo because i lazy. haha.
kungfu panda anyone???
Labels: 2008 June
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Yesterday was a mini 6/1 gathering as not all turned up. wanted to blog but came home alittle late and was tired too. imagine going out for almost 12 hrs straight! lol. there are so many things to blog on but i m s0 lazy to list all things out so i shall let the pictures do the talking:)))))
went fishing at Fish&Co @ glass house
jinfei
xinyun
Tracy
amanda
Marcus
Dan BFF:)
*zhihui i cant open the pic i took with him*
Felicia, we share the same birthday ok!
marcus and jinfei
the pic was suppose to be me with jf but xy popped in:D lol
amanda, tracy and dan
dan and xy( sorry for bad quality)
yeemin, me, eunice, xy
the four of us:DD
marcus purposely took the first two shots. haha.
when camwhore-ing starts to get alittle crazy...
all acting gay
jf posing a gay pose
i looked like i am kana squash!
funny faces
super unglam!
er, i dont know what happened. LOL
one moment they were fine
then they become like this...
and this!(*square*)
aww, so sweet. LOL
*scandal!*
finally everyone settled down.
group photos for the day!
the day was super fun! haha. enjoyed myself alot. but not forgetting jieying and qingting. the camwhore-ing session was super funny and i can say i laughed my ass off. haha. oh the atmosphere at the glass house was great. and its super pretty too:)))
thanks someone for sending me home thus u need to cab home.Labels: 2008 June
