Sunday, June 29, 2008
hows life for me so far? well, i guess its getting better.
went to meet diana and janice after sch on fri.
bubble tea-ed at south canteen before that.
den off to hub to meet diana. we walked aimlessly around hub as there is really nothing fro us to do while waiting for janice. so we went to sit at amk mrt station and wait for her.haha. we played with the AXS machine too. haha.
janice came meet us ansd while we were deciding what to do and where to go, there is this cute boy, he attempted to hug janice from her back and he place his two hands on her shoulder. the expression on her face is really price-less! haha. damn funny la. me and diana laugh till pengz! haha. well, thats the only time i manage to laugh from the bottom of my heart for the past few days. after sitting there, we decide to go mos to slack as we really got nothing to do while waiting for vivian.
went mos chit chatted and crapped alot. haha. den ate some stuff. haha. my appetite has returned. and they too, never fail to make me laugh. haha. den received a msg from vivian saying that she will not be able to meet us. she put us airplane! go fly kite! hahaha. and and, u have replace janice and become the Number 1 Pang Seh Kia! congratz-.- anw, from a ZHB gathering it turned into a ACB gathering. things are not that bad actually. haha. and janice sure have become lamer. haha.
we were all craving for steamboat so we decide to go for steamboat. went some where in amk to try out and it turned out alot better than we expected it to be. haha. cause the place just kinda little ppl but after that was fine. haha. we ate like 3 hrs straight! haha. from 530 to 830. i bet the ppl there sure hate us. cause we took up their space and was nosiy. haha.
catch-ed up on alot of things abt each other. and even into the past. well, i miss all the things no matter its good or bad. haha. and we were thinking what really brought us so close and how eveything seems to work out well for us. aww, those time are so nice. haha.
well, when we were in hub, we bang-ed into jieying. its been ages since i saw her la!! haha. yes i really miss her. haha. afterall the long run friendship! haha. having a friend for 14 years is really cool! she watch-ed me grow from an innocent kid to a devil like me now. and we gone thru thick and thin and i really mean it. haha. oh i saw zhihui and dan too. ok random.
well, i guess i am recovering quite well.
everything seems back to normal
at least i am able to laugh like how i used too.
i have grew stronger.
i manged to face all this all alone this time.
after this, i notice that i m too dependent.
dependent on someone to be there for me.
although there were some sort of disappointment in between.
but i know you/he/she/they will not be able to be with 24/7.
so i need to learn. and i manage to bring myself a step to my goal.
anyway, i wanna say a big thanks to my beloved ACB.
they were there for me when i need someone to talk to.
they where there to lead my out of the dark part of my life.
i wanna thank diana, for always been there for me and give me alot of suggestions.
helping me to get over all the stuff.
although u were informed alittle later on what happen, but u still lead me on.
i wanna thanks janice too, for answering all my calls when its important.
just a call and there u are, right beside me.
saving me from the world. cheering me up even thought u know it failed.
well, not forgetting vivian too. although u were not there.
but without you, ZHB will not be complete.
you know i love you girls alot alot alot.
you all made me believe that friends are really forever.
even though we might be in diff part of our life now,
but i still miss the time that we spent together and all the stuff we did.
they had see me laugh, see me cry, see me throw my temper, see me emo, seen all the paiseh things i did., hear my lame jokes etc...
they will always be in heart and i will nvr forget abt them. cause there are too precious to be forgotten:)
i wanna thank all those who tried their best to cheer me,even though they dont really know what really happing or they might only know the surface reason for it.
its me that making myself difficult.
for digging out all those unwanted memories and be an emo shit.
thanks all for trying their best to make me feel better.
regardless telling lame jokes are just plain listening to me talk. really thanks!
well, its scary how time can change friendship.
one moment were the closest friends on earth, but the next we were just like strangers.
one moment we can be the real us in front of each other, the next we are just so polite to each other.
i guess we have came to a stage that we are at the different part in our life.
facing challenges and that just makes us drift.
but i guess that life.
we all need to move on and not stuck at the same point all the time.
so i have learned to move on.
look for the bright side of life.
but i do treasure every friendship i share/shared.
and all will be well kept deep down my heart.
i promise i will live my life to the fullest and try to get myself back asap.
but still, thanks all:D
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